||Drunk depressed and sore
ERic picked me up, then we went to Randys pad, no one home, then went to alex and chepos, then boned out with a couple fools. Got Gas and coke, in the Care, eric me vance and his 60 yr old white chick, i tried to act hard core for the chick.
We rolled up, went inside and were baffled! this place is huge! holy shit thats gonna be bad, but then we went into this little room, Where they were playing Death metal, this was the first of many let downs.
I went out side, smoke a ciggerette with eric,then waited for dame and them to roll up. they did and we talked to the guy, they might not have the show! what? so ok, then they changed the wrist bands, then they said, 18 and under had to leave by 10. Feck, im 17! Alex, talked him into giving me a wrist band. so i was cool. There were theese fools, from the band gate keeper, i swear, i know one of them, this guy jacob *think thats the guy i know any way**, he kept looking at me, i think it was one of sequoias freinds, i met him maybe 3 or 4 times, it was totaly him. Ill meet up with him later.
So eric baught me a forty i drank it with, Randy, Kim called, and played a mean ass joke on me, after that i wanted to go home.
i told my mom im staying at dames, but i came home, mikey dropped me off.
So i went in and watched her burn for a bit, moshed some with dame and frank, and those gatekeeper fools.
Then we went out side, met Ray dog, babs, Mikey, ryro, christian, Bens Girlfreind Jessica! Tom and rob blonko, christian. I met nadia, Erics Girl, man shes tiny, but shes really nice.she gave me a sticker!
And i walked in on the last part of the conversation with Vance and GEtto death. He was gonna leave or somthing, then he wasnt then they were gonna kick him out, then his chick said something, and chepo told her to shut up. Vance needs to stop smoking Crack, no seriously, he needs to stop smoking crack, he runs off and dissappears and smokes crack....... not cool.
Mikey babs and i got some food, big mistake, i felt like i was gonna puke.
Getto Death starts playing i got in and head for the pit, start going ape shit, Gatekeepers moshing, Frank, and Ray dog mosh, one guy from half dead was there, moshing, some punker fool, and 2 mexican tough guys muahahah how fun! I was in the pit for the whole set, I got elbowed in the head, socked in the eye, i cant see right out of it. no blood, i wonder how many pits is that with no blood. im sore, my neck hurts, i got bruises all of my body, it was a good pit, got pretty rwody at times, i didnt eat shit though! thats good. After the pit, i sat down, and this chick i know said i was Hardcore, that made me smile.
Mikey Gave me a ride home. no one was awake, i hope i dont get in trouble, i was home by 12 15 though...so i dunno im suppose to be at damanaitors. oh well. i didnt know what time they were gonna be done. Bah.
This sucks, i hate this, Oh well, im used nothing going my way any. Lifes nothing but a bunch of dissapointments, but hey, if the world didnt suck wed all fall off.
I wish i would have been thrashed in the pit, Hard core thrashed, thats how i feel anyway. =/ fuck being 17 with no license, im got start hadling shit my self, instad of trying to rely on other people, No body gives a fuck any way. Fuck it all ARRRRGGG, sometimes i just want to scream. sometimes, i just want to take the knife, and just HAVE AT IT! woooo. not tonight, im to tired, Carley prolly drunk off her ass, im not gonna bring her down fuck it, I dont like getting drunk any more, Ray dog was pissing me off..... bah